I was in love with my best friend too. Anyway I really didn't care I didn't think anything of it. If you don't, well that's a major issue assuming he's not having a secret gay affair, in which case we'll rank the ole gay affair as first on the list of major issues. Anyways whenever im near her i get this sense of happiness but also awkwardness. I followed this and even if I may have lost a friend by moving on, I gained so much emotional peace. And earlier we were talking about how I never get tired of her, and we were having a great conversation that was kinda funny and fun too.
This year has been a hectic one emotionally for me and we have gotten super close.
I'm gay and in love with my heteroflexible best friend
There was no denying it this time. LOL As it happened his young brother knocked on the door and the moment was gone forever. Okay so just reading this site gives me good hope! And thats all I want. You are so lucky! They seemed to be either swathed in leather, acting loud and proud about their alternative lifestyle or engaged in fierce political protest about Clause
What did I do? And I think I fell for her. So i honestly dont know what to do. Some of the worst homophobic jokes I've heard have flown from the mouths of such bosom buddies, and I wonder if such friendships only truly blossom when the lines are clearly drawn. I look at her every time she does something new with her hair and damn does she look good and I get stupid and nervous but I know now.